If I were a siren I’d kill men too lure them to the fishnets they forced me into. We are more than the sex to which we have been reduced may we serenade men to death for all the times they’ve been cruel because mother nature’s silhouette is in the shape of a typhoon and when they get shipwrecked they won’t feel our grooves only the ocean’s depths under the pull of the moon and this world would be no less if anything, improved.
Out of thin air you seem to vanish but that is only true on a visual canvas.
You still ring in my ears even though I can’t see you like the wind that strikes wind chimes and the sound is the only proof.
You blow me away with the little signs you show I can’t see you per se but I can see how you affect the surroundings I know.
The wind is real even though you can’t see it pain is real even though you can’t see it love is real even though you can’t see it if heaven is real it doesn’t matter if you believe it maybe you’re still by my side even though I can’t see you with my eyes an energy coursing through time like the wind to wind chimes.
When I think of my life’s journey every event in retrospect had infinite potential but it led me to this one breath. The odds of us crossing paths and meeting the exact way we met was virtually impossible it all had to line up so perfect. And now my heart flutters to the beat of the butterfly effect because I can’t help but believe this universe has a divine depth. For so long we were in separate places but we shared the same chrysalis while I was getting better you were becoming your best. Teach me about your previous life and I’ll take it from here for the rest now it’s our beautiful life as we emerge from metamorphosis.
You pick at your scabs just to watch them scab again so that when they heal over you’ll feel satisfaction but you’re only making yourself more susceptible to infection so don’t be surprised when the sickness seeps in and you long to inflict hurt for the sake of revenge as you wield a weapon and declare it’s medicine then wait and wait for the scabs, the reaction.
Somebody who needs others to know they have healed is not healed. Somebody who needs to create hurt to feel healed is not healed. Somebody who picks at their scabs so they can scab again is not healed.
They say when you dream you can incorporate outside stimuli and I know that must be true because I see things behind closed eyes.
When I was younger I would dream and dream and dream and now that I’m older I have woken up and everything I ever wanted was here, waiting for me. Every sound, voice, and hope that permeated those dream states Was peaking through the veil waiting for me to wake.
They say dreams really do come true but I understand now, it’s reality infused. Your destiny coincides with your gut, all you have to do is wake up.
The Damsel & The Demon is a poetry/fantasy story hybrid (verse novel) meant to be an allegory for the healing process, whether that be healing from addiction, a toxic relationship, a traumatic event, or anything in between. Valerie drew inspiration from her personal struggle with obsessive compulsive disorder and anorexia to create this Allegory for Healing through the lens of the main character, Daphne. For both Daphne and Valerie, fleeting feelings can only exist as fixations, and the rhythmic stanzas of an internal dialogue, playing like poetry, is the conduit between the mentally disordered author and the hexed protagonist of this story. There is so much beauty in healing, but healing is still ever so messy, uncovering darkness where we expected light and vice versa. Determined to create this massive poem with no help from search engines or AI, Valerie made it her mission to come up with every rhyme on her own; turning to the internet for help was forbidden. As a result, The Damsel & The Demon is an authentic fantastical dark fairytale scripture rich with revelations and an aim to help readers everywhere see themselves in the damsel archetype as well as the ailment they struggle to separate from in the demon.
Valerie Parente is a writer and artist from Massachusetts whose bodies of work often explore the theme, “Finding beauty in darkness” and general mental health awareness.
I know you like the back of my hand dwelling in the dark like roots under land.
Creature of the night you are so in love because the darkness was with you when no one else was.
I know you little nightling that dwells on the pain and trauma you know oh so well.
You love the dark but does the dark love you? When branches grow from roots you become living proof.
Pain without art is like a seed in the dark but pain with a purpose grows above the earth’s surface reaching for the sun when it’s all said and done. You are more than your roots you are what thrives above too.
Years ago I drew a picture of a girl with crystals in her mouth and I couldn’t remember if they were going in or coming out.
I realized the answer depends on how I feel now empty and unfulfilled, begging to fill a hole inside or full of emotion, like I need to express what’s on my mind.
Funny how the big picture morphs to mimic your perspective; the world is only as set in stone as a crystal is reflective.
Temptation isn’t temptation without a moral compass and sin isn’t sin without omniscient justice. But who gets to say what is and isn’t forbidden? Who are you really spiting with the apple you’ve bitten? How can you say my nature is evil if I was created in His image then turn around and say He loves me without any conditions?
I’ve deprived myself long enough thanks to willful ignorance, starved myself thinking I would be different, felt the bones of my ribcage with blind commitment, realized I lost half my life to a sick and twisted vision, then rose from the dead with a whole new mission; I will sink my teeth into fruit regardless of permission.